Inflection Point This entry is about the inflection point in my life. Regurgitating the day, that had a ripple effect on my life forever.
Hold On Something, that was sent to me by the most unexpected person today. That I know needs to be said atleast to one more person in this world. This city brings...
Magpie A Magpie sat huddled on a trembling twig, its eyes flickering like candlelight— darting here, glancing there, at everything and nothing at once. Was it lonely? Or merely lost in...
Harsh That was just unneccessarily harsh. Felt bad in the morning and I don’t even know why I said all of it.
Finger Today ended up being a tiring day. I reached home late. The work started early. One of the difficult meetings was sitting right in middle of the day. The one...
Genesis Back in cab, on my way to home. Reading old letters as I usually do at 1:30 am. Went far back when we were guessing names. I looked through the...
Socks There was a time when I wore only grey, black and white socks. Thick ones. Only specific brands. Mostly because I had skin sensitivity with general polyester brands. And then...
Content Most days when I am down in the dumps I use this place to find my balance, vent out and generally spew hatred at the cosmos. However the days I...
Cycles I have been travelling. Came down to a house where I grew up in my teenage and adoloscent years. Memories rushing back from school and the time I spent in...
Stranded I woke up with a numb mind. There was no plan to get out of the bed except the untimely work event that presented itself. That definitely got me moving...
Liberated I was sleep deprived for last few days. Was travelling for work and returning to home in cab. Cab rides, remind me of me talking to her. The long chats...
People You meet people for a reason. Either you need them to change your life or it is you who will change theirs
Song In Heart The sensor bell for his movement went off in the wee hours of the morning. I got up to help him and after helping him I found myself unable to...
A Good Thing We have parted ways for a while now. I understand I forced that upon us, so it is understandable there must be some resentment to it. I can also imagine...
A Life That Wasn't Today’s post is about someone, whom I had not known or not kept in touch with. I had a neighbour when I was growing up. Someone of my mother’s age....
Resurrected It has been long. When I left this blog to wither and decay, I did not assume I would need to visit it back. For a time it was my...
Dormant I haven’t been here in a while. It has been a conscious choice. I have held myself back largely. There are several unpublished drafts that I don’t think I’ll publish...
Irrational I am out there somewhere. But not here. I have become so nervous about the weekends, that I go and numb myself with liquor even before they fully kick in....
Introspection It has been a month since I started tracking my mood to build a better understanding of whether I am on a path of recovery yet or not. Looking at...
Love letter Sometimes I wonder why do I write everything that I write here? And then I stumbled on a letter that Richard Feynman wrote to his wife 16 months after she...
Stand up comedy I just dreamt about her whole night. The one I saw in the early hours stuck with me among the different ones that I saw.
Museli My emotions have been running unchecked for 2 days now. Leaking corners of eyes every few minutes. Three only thing I can do it look away and try and shut...
Moot This week went faster than the last one. Work slowly consuming me as I let it. A constant thread in the back if my mind about how every passing day...
Quandary I slept well. Saw so many dreams mixing reality, past and imagination with fictional TV content. As I step into the morning, they fade fast. And yet, I feel tired...
Lonely There are so many times when I wished that I would somehow get away from everything and everyone and no one is able to find me. But it mostly remained...
Finally alone Bit by bit, I have navigated my path to detach and distance. Incrementally doing the hard thing to lead myself where I need to be. No one checking in, no...
Chasm What am I supposed to say? How am I to respond to something heartfelt? You can’t be the one to put up a wall and then pretend that it doesn’t...
Stuck Sometimes I wonder if she remembers me still. The fast fading memory of a time and person that was transitory and ephemeral. Maybe one day she will wake up and...
Aftershocks I was going about my business as usual. Mind galloping through the fields of memories and then suddenly I stumbled on this realisation that talking to myself constantly in my...
Frustration My mind is possibly my arch-nemesis. Talking me up and cajoling to do nice things for self and telling me how I have everything under control. And then when a...
Fairy tales Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten. ~ Neil Gaiman & G.K. Chesterton...
Inequality There was always a certain inequality in the relationship. In my attempt to be a glassfrog I have created an inlet for the others to peep-in without being offered that...
Not waving but drowning Nobody heard him, the dead man, But still he lay moaning: I was much further out than you thought And not waving but drowning. Poor chap, he always loved larking...
Dashed hopes I stood there, watching the dust cloud settle as the little remaining joy in my life drove into the sunset. How can I feel so helpless about it when I...
God I am not a religious person. Haven’t been one for more than 2 decades now. But I remember quite well that 4 am of the morning more than 17 years...
Hope and rejection I have been feeling guilty, and so I know I did something wrong. It is simply cruel to scratch the wounds and keep them fresh, of your own and those...
Beats I lie in this bed unable to walk. And a single song runs on a loop. She asked me if the songs with faster beats make me feel better?
Slow down There is nowhere I need to be. There is no one waiting for me. There is nothing I hope to accomplish in specific. There is nothing waiting to happen. There...
Fall Running up the steps I missed the last one. As the ankle twisted and I heard a distinctive crack, the first emotion that accompanied the searing pain was that of...
Forbidden love I spent a big part of last two decades wandering alone in these dark alleys of my mind. Reminding myself that I am alone and there is nothing more difficult...
Sinking I am starting to see my cycles. Emotions, being stoic and then relapsing into unhealthy eating and drinking and then waking up with regret of not having better control. The...
Detached I have been wondering if a sudden lack of emotional response healthy, normal or expected? Or my mind is just taking a break. I feel unaffected by everything. I feel...
Swirl Mind swimming in the pool of memories downing all emotions with an alluring swill relapsing and reliving the moments bygone of the time that I wished, only stayed still
Forgotten I am sitting in a corner sipping a neat gin, wondering why am I doing that? It is very unlike me. I scan through the crowds to see if I...
Recovery I fell asleep last night putting kids to sleep. The night was plagued with broken sleep, distant dreams and swirling mind.
Limbo Every time I sit in my car and start driving, my mind is crowded with irrational thoughts. I want to act on my impulse, and then I slowly talk myself...
Sunset I didn’t know until then, that a calm breeze & setting sun could be so peaceful. It fed the souls, calmed the mind and melted the hearts. Despite the fact...
Hate I am sooooo out there, no sense of reality around me. I keep checking my messages, but they don’t come.
I am ok The volume won’t go any higher. I am struggling to describe how I feel. I have this irrational euphoria now that I have disconnected from the physical world around me....
Silence This silence around me that somehow found me incessant ringing in ears whispering of my fears missing sanity that it stole this silence it will swallow me whole
Anger Read something I shouldn’t have. I had warned myself not to do that. But now the words are out there and spoken. Nothing can take them back. Just like the...
Grief Am I not allowed to take a pause and grieve loss of love? People around me, my mind, my life won’t let me pause. It has a way to bend...
Parched I am craving a drink. To drown these feelings and the loneliness that night brings everyday. Acutely aware that this is where path to self destruction begins.
Other side I have a feeling that I am drowning getting swept away with the flow of tide this life lost in finding my way to you I will hopefully find you...
Dreams I think we dream so we don’t have to be apart for so long. If we’re in each other’s dreams, we can be together all the time ~ Winnie-the-pooh
Pieces It feels like I am embarking on this steep climb ahead of me, alone. It is dark and desolated. There is haunting music echoing around. Every time I wish for...
Slow day I just finished lunch. Came back to my work desk. My next meeting is 30 minutes away. As I look for ways to fill these 30 minutes, I mindlessly scroll...
Empty Peering into my soul, I see it suspended emotionless in a corner. As if it has been wrung dry of feelings. I don’t feel like feeling anything. Don’t feel like...
Stoic I am surprisingly devoid of emotions this morning. I imagined my body would refuse to get out of the bed today. But I did and made tea for dad. I...
No time for caution I cannot let me go to sleep like that. It is 4 am. I need some courage and inspiration, so I am resorting to this clip. I’ll attempt and dock...
Tunnel I started at 10 pm. It is 3:22. What am I going to tell her, if she ever finds out? She is going to be so mad. She can never...
Until I see you again Just typing that title broke me down. I looked at myself in the mirror and questioned if it really mattered how I looked. Why do I care? No one else...
Okay I pretend to be okay. When I woke up this morning, I realised that part of me refused to wake up with me today. Maybe it is hibernating or maybe...
The end and a beginning It is new years eve. Honestly, I have never cared about them and this one isn’t any more special. I want this day to be as uneventful as possible. I...
Night Night is the hardest. It absconds from the humdrum and ambient noise of the life. The eerie silence never fails to remind you of the loneliness that perpetually surrounds you....
Afloat Today I have run out of music and I dwell in my dreams. Keeping the eyes shut. Listening noise to crowd the mind with thoughts and empty the heart of...
Far We could have been hugging each other, but for the first time I felt the distance that I have not felt before. Felt incredibly alone. With everything that has happened...
Alone The eerie quiet around me unnatural and unknown I managed to wither myself free into the freedom of being alone
Last Words It was the end of the road for her. She had known that for a while, I knew it only in that moment. She had slipped away and continued to...
Free The space that separates us space that surrounds me has me huddled in a corner when it was suppose to set me free Battling against my own thoughts mind attempting...
Hope Today morning it just hit me how little control I have on my life. An uninterrupted sleep through the night was something I took for granted for so long. Sometimes...
Uncertainty It is like a habit, just going back to the same place again and again to see if there is a message. Knowing very well that there might not be...
Crossroads As the rubber hits the tarmac, I am no more in transit. I am supposed to be home now. The consequences of my decisions is reality of my life now....
Time Time. My worst fear. I worried, we would have lost it only to realise that it is too late to make a change in our lives. I didn’t want to...
Survive Love can overpower our sanity and reason. The ask to help replace the love you feel, sounds unreasonable and almost vengeful. Yet, I agreed, knowing that even the thought of...
Not Lost Lost in a sea of people, I go where my steps take me. Huddled between strangers, miles above the ocean, there is nowhere I need to be. On a journey...
A full circle Months ago, I was in this city, fervently typing my heart out to you. It is a bit ironical that my next trip here has concluded our time together. Almost...
No turning back I am sitting here, my back squeezing the pillow into the wall. I close my eyes, and I am transported to your living room. Giggling and lazing around on the...
Anger and indignation Songs are the oldest known way to time travel. I sit here sipping my scotch. A luxury that I did not have when I started writing this blog. I am...
For my daughter This is the first blog post entry dedicated to my daughter. There are trinkets of scotch screaming my name from the bottom of the glass. This blog is like a...
You are here! It has been so long. My hands tremble because I am high and I am here after an eternity. I read and re-read my blogs but I know I have...
The undying love It’s been years. It wasn’t long back that I’d often find myself searching for words and pictures to pen down the array of strong emotions. She’s probably cured me. For...
Words, that made all the difference in my life. I was there, doing a posting on Craiglist. I got responses and I think at least in my mind, I was hooking up with someone for a night. Absurdly I...
Take me away, million miles from here It’s lovely outside. Cool breeze and cloudy skies. My favorite. But I shielding myself behind a huge glass pane overlooking a busy crossing; abstaining from small pleasures of life. Why...
Seven year old ice cubes Can you believe those ice cubes are 7 years old brown. Jack, I hope you had a fulfilling life. I pretend to go on; with so many things; over so...
It's been such a long, long time Wow, it’s been such a long long time. So many things in life are cyclic just like seasons; for instance depression. I didn’t think for a long time I’d come...
Die What are you suppose do with a life that is just going in circles. You are like a derby horse; eyes set on nothingness, running the show, running for life;...
A dream mixups and randomness It was a crazy dream. It started somewhere, where my Mom wanted to get done with some ritual. Can’t recall now however there came two giants to that place somehow....
Chaos It’s later in the day and I now don’t even remember much, but I just thought it would be worth a shot. I rem. it was a chaotic dream. There...
A busy dream of odd sorts It’s a hazy feeling sort of now. The dream has passed away and I really remember only bits and pieces. There were too many of them intermingled. But I’ll try...
Rainy evening in hometown with R. It’s a pity that I decided to start my dream diary so late in the day. I have forgotten most of the dream that I found myself in, for large...
Converting it to a dream diary I have documented my life to a greater extent on this blog, especially during most of the depressing times. Here on I am going to convert it into a Dream...
Suddenly Old. It’s ironical, really, how a hepatotoxic liquid which is cursed to wean reason and sense from our bodies; can sometimes pour so much life into it. It’s been a long...
Orb that brought it all back today! Just surfing through net; I came across this snap. Look at this guy. Do you notice that small bottle at his feet? :) This is not me; but then he...
Tell me why you have chosen me? And it’s a dream. Or maybe it’s not. It’s so hard to differentiate anyway. In between stepping out of dream world and stepping back into it; you live reality somewhere...
When.. U2 - Without of without you. This is not merely a song to me. It’s grieving me in my moments of despair. This song owns me because the moment I...
Dream On! I am not drunk and still blogging! Thats pretty much an occasion! :) Mellow music is flexing my ear drums and I am half dazed. Lost and lost again. Because...
Incoherency of a glass I know that this glass of intoxicating liqour will get me through only “one more” night. While there are many to fathom. Yet, the sense of uletrior has just abandoned...
Somebody Pull The Plug! Long time eh..? Yeah! In middle of cooking pasta and cleaning house, I was thinking how was I gonna meet all the deadlines by monday! And then, I switched to...
We won't be raped, we won't be scarred like that... Two lines of a song are ringing in my head, again and again and again….
Self Denial! Today is a very special day. And yet every day in life is special. It’s just upto us, how we live it? It’s a subtle phase of self denial. It’s...
The other side... Thriving on self medication Living through the ticks of clock Watching time rush by as blaring music rip my liqour sodden ear drums completly lost and yet profound I am...
Because in land of pigs, butcher is the king... Just when I thought I was feeling low enough, I saw few guys chasing down a pig on busy road, apparently because he seemed to have somehow escaped from their...
The Century Of Depression! This is my 100th post! It has taken almost two years or little less to reach this mark. The time is significant but what is more significant, is the evolution...
I stay away! Lost and lost again. Just purring engines, shutting off complete world of so called “civilization” from mine. Running in wilds of my own thoughts, I was franatically looking for depression...
No more surprises! Past is so vivid sometimes. It’ll chase you, it’ll knock you down and then sit on you ridiculing your luck! I am not sure if I am obliged to do...
Forgiveness, is not one of my virtue! For days I was waiting that I would come back here. Same desolated blog, that cries of nothing but exaggerated agony of a sane mind, which longs for insanity and...
-- I am going DOWN!!!! -- The Last Post Boy, life is going so fast!! Today, I was riding my bike, on my way back from office and suddenly it struck me; man I am growing old!! I rem,...
So Whats My Story Today?? So what’s my story today? Another circle of problems. You know, what’s wrong in having all problems in a circle? “No matter what you are looking away from, you are...
So I stand alone. Still... Slow Day. You know I have these few friends, who I meet every now and then because they are low and depressed and they are just looking for venting out....
I am not a telivision...!! Yes..I am not a telivision. I cannot show you and tell you what you want to see; anytime and everytime. It’s 4:00 in night, I am dridgingly sleepy, am listening...
The Dillusioned Cheese! To Illusion and Me! It’s about dedications! :) Thats how we hitted it off! I dedicated a poem and next thing I knew that she was having an evil time...
Walk... Come long way brawling, crawling singing song just trudging along holding hands suckinng thumbs licking chalks inflating gums ignoring life ignoring pain splashing mudholes dancing to rain wiping tears fighting...
Something's gotta hug... Been one of those drudgingly slow days. Just dragging the remains along. Deprived of will and energy. Ripped off, of love and sanity. Feeling just the way you feel, in...
Tagggggggggggggggeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddd!! Atta Boy! I have been tagged for second time in my sacredly puny life! :D and this time it’s IRIS who has done the honour for me!!
King Nothing!! So I stumbled on this song.. “Metallica - King nothing!” Wow.. for the music and double wow for the lyrics! Just when I thought metallica was at their pinnacle with...
Man in the Box! Beautiful morning. It started the way it should. Until now that is… Morning sarcasm Morning worries Morning hate
Friends? Who said they’ll cover for me? who said, they’ll keep a lookout? they have a hard time calling me up, why would they chin me up, when I pout?
Dedicated to ME!!!!!!!! Hey! I got a song dedicated to me!! It’s so amazing. “Why Worry By Dire Straits”. Am in love with this song already! Guess who dedicated it to me!!???
Keep insanity inbounds... Keep insanity inbounds! I am yet another slave to my imagination. I can’t do it, because I think, I can’t. But truthfully, past few months have been enlightining. I have...
Who is feeding me? Restless nights are still better. Atleast you stick to that pillow and bed. Restless days in office are worse. You don’t feel like sitting at desk and work so you...
Shooting Stars! Wake up everyday to be your own inspiration Walk that line of your deemed aspiration Shut off the voices that call you to quit Ignore that orthogonal scorn, by absolute...
Just leave me alone! X-Man :: <Sips Beer>… “I got lime and orange for you, couldn’t find raspberry flavor. They are in refrigirator. Drink, when you feel like”. Me :: Hmm.. thanks. [Pretending to...
White Shadows! Lull mornings and prevailing void. Scorn tipping through the muted air. Thoughts from past sparking in spheres around my cerebrum, I can feel my head itching and complaining. Yet, I...
14 musings of unusual morning! Mind has declared a war with heart. I am tired. Brazil sucks. I have switched over, as an Argentina fan for this world cup. “No - music - mornings” are...
Control the Delete! ;) It’s a scary day. I have messed up work at office big time and now I am scared. Or on second thoughts, am I? I mean, I get this mixed...
Unfortunately, I am back... Guess what?? I am back.. Yeah.. It’s been long and I know that! Felt the need to be cathartic today! And, whats better than a blog of your own, that...
Highway Song Each passing day is so fucked up in it’s own way, that I often wonder, “How can my life be ever monotonous!” : sigh.. Just another bad day. Would be...
Blast from past! My knuckle is healing. It doesn’t pain anymore. I am not sure if that’s a good thing. Till now it kept reminding me of her. Anyway, what’s the point? As...
Bottle Of Alcohol.... Sometimes I wonder, that some of my friends have it all. All that someone can ever want in life. Ears that would listen, when they have to crib about life....
120 fucking kmph... 120 plus kmph on a moderately busy city road! Sweet purr of engine pumped with adrenaline. Tears relentlessly, oozing out my eyes. Retina trying to project on my visual nerves,...
Dedication to complete stranger! Dedication to a stranger, who turns out be the only one, to hold you up continiously and selflessly; in desserted hour; when you should have counted on friends! :D Illusion,...
Imprints of time... Yippe! I killed the days, that could have killed me. 60 hours of lurking fear; that, irrational beast inside me will rise nimbly, and like always will stop at nothing...
Yet... Why do we have to make hardest of choices? Why do we snub, anguished inner voices? How do I stop this fight of mind and heart? HYow can I sawllow...
The Phoenix... Hammered head spinning in morning. Deep Red kunckles crying out loud with pain. Sore left arm etched with blood-red messy lines, incoherently forming singular word from english vocab. “FUCK” Well,...
Flimsy Line Of Smoke Sitting and staring at stupid screen. I look placid, serene and quite. That is on outside. Inside, I am fretting with each passing moment! I am literally running inside the...
The Moon... So what’s with a unusual, not-your-type, low-contrasting picture on blog!?? yeah..yeah.. I know I am one of those who always, believe in taking out colours on a black background or...
Reason... Looks like, I have few more good days left in my life. Am gonna stay in tocuh with her for a while atleast. We have to move on, in our...
Forgotten Hopes.... Sometimes, life take you by the balls. It’ll make sure, that even last drop of determination is squeezed out of you. And finally, when it relieves you of it’s potent...
Empty classroom... I couldn’t believe my ears. I was going to meet her in person. 6 damn frigging years! Have always imagined how she’d look like, what she’d think of me? What...
Nothing Left To Say... when inexorable force of will-power and reason imbibe all the hate trapped inside you; you are left with nothing but, just vaccum of nothingness. It’s a sad thing to happen,...
Alone... Entered home, after a day long ride around town. I see my cellphone still lying on my bed. Felt my pocket. Yes, it was home all day. I just didn’t...
Momentory Lapse Of Reason.... Am just old confetti on the floor, Nothing, but a ripple on the shore. Rolling tear of that hapless fate, Abuse of that incessant hate. Rubber smell, of a black...
Coming Back To Life... I haven’t been so happy and content in a long while. It’s one of those rare days, when I feel “happy - enough” to come here and let the “void”...
Look what have I done. Morning! [Well, it isn’t good, so kinda avoided that part!] [Song in ears :: Long Road :: Feel like a bug on the windshield of this world; moments away before...
You... Sleep, where have you gone? Pain, will you break with dawn? Hate, will you die with me? Greed, why do you have to be? Anger, will you eat me hollow?...
I'm Back.. I want to be liberated but I am not waiting anymore living life by my own rules I have finally spotted the door Dear soul, I am on my feet...
Goodbye. Time is running out, When I see how far still. Feelings build inside, While I am stuck by this quill. Time is mocking, As I seem to loose. And haunting...
All that i want to say today... All that i want to say today, has been already said by “Coldplay”.. in words put together so beautifully, that I can only try to be close enough to it....
Evolution! I am evolving! I have given in to ignorance! Everyone is more beautiful and much dumber. It’s easier to fuck around with myself now. Die you narcissistic World! I am...
F.U.B.A.R lock yourself up, else you won’t make it keep it to yourself, this world can’t take it smile if you can, else please try to fake it just deal with...
Online and Offline... Extract from "Big Yellow Taxi - Counting Crows" “…Don’t it always seem to go That you don’t know what you got till it’s gone They paved paradise and put up...
My Shangri-La Kula shaker - Govinda Govinda Jaya Jaya, Gopala Jaya Jaya Radha-ramanahari Govinda Jaya Jaya Nrsingadeva Jaya Nrsingadeva (twice) (repeat verse) Gaura Gaura Gaura Hari, Gaura Hari, Prabhupda, Govindam
Want.... i want, but i cant … let go i want, but it cant … be so i want, but you won’t … let it be i want, but I won’t...
Anger Management... Arrgh… [Song in ears :: wonderwall - oasis :: feel nostalgic] With all the anger still pented up inside, i am searching for a way to ooze out. Where..? Where??...
Re-claim your life...?? Reclaim your life? Probably much easier said than done. My first question would be; Are you living only for yourself? Are there no obligations to people who mean to you...
God 'n' Satan The bright blue fire The burning flames and my burning feelings with manipulative games magical potion of love that never cease working scattered random thoughts with apprehension lurking times when...
Lessons of life.. Sometimes, life isn’t any better than “crack”. You feel inordinately high, but you know slowly it’s killing you inside.
Hope scores over agony... I am tired of all the nonsense in life! But then who isn’t? Moreover I always wanted to be different. Maybe this is my chance! :-)
Stench of self hatred covered in sauce of insanity... As i walked down the road, The galloping maniac collided with an old tramp. I walked by almost oblivious to the chaos on roadside. All that I could think about...
Hero of the day... Song in ear ::: Hero of the day :: Metallica :: Feel bored And probably I’ll be the hero of the day, or maybe I will fall and perish. Who...
Life has paid off.... it’s a wierd mind full of scum, sore, blistered; absolutely numb. in there, you still talk to me but not what it used to be.
Silence... [i want to archive this silence so that someday it reminds me, how fucking dull, this stupid life got often] on second thoughts…. FUCK YOUssss!!
INSANITY ROCKS!! Wild!! Thats how i feel … though [Song in Ear ::: Till Kingdom comes - Coldplay ::: Feeling.. ummm.. maybe, little down and blue. But not really bad] day hasn’t...
swimming in tears i am just another fish in bowl, alas! swimming in circles, always hitting the glass incarcerated for life, away from hope and dreams all i hear is, water bubble, through...
ya... because people suck anyway.... Just thought I would let the world know, how I feel with anyone reading this diary!!
Anniversary of decay.... I have never been good with calender dates, especially when, all of them look same to me. What difference has anything made ever… i am still the same. Broken, cramped,...
Regurgitating..... [Song :: Where’s my mind - Pixies ::: Feel Insane!] helpless and hapless, thats how life been. blood and revenge…. i shall have it. Maybe in my own diabolical ways.....
33 Min 50 Sec... beeeeeeeeeep beeeeeeeeep beeeeeeeep beeeeeeeeep beeeeeeeep beeeeeeeep beeeeeeeeep beeeeeep beeep beeep beeeeep …… [Rings]
Supercharged Supernova! Everything is furiously blinding and fucking awesome! [Song in Ear :: City Of blinding light-U2 ::: Supercharged Supernova!…I AM BACK!] It’s just a beautiful day for obscured and obfuscated reasons...
Hope? Back in office. [Song in ear :: Coldplay-Clocks :: nostalgic? naa.. may be mellow] Well, not a usual bus ride today. Yo took my player to his office, so just...
High Hopes! two post in a single day!? Who would believe it. Did i not say already, i’ll be lucky to get through the day. Am already here. been waiting for i-net...
Denial hmm.. i would have said good morning to myself, when i came to office. But now it seems like that it would have been “very” sarcastic. :-) Never mind, i...
Random Garbage of usual day Song in my ears :: “Tequila Sunrise” by “Eagles”. And sure they are one of the best bands of all times. My fav. include Pink Floyd, U2 and lot more....
Friends... The cheap lunatics with ideas as crazy as they are, Pouring wickedness all the way, keeping dull days real far. and yet when you are caught to be spanked on...
Just Another Monday All the way to office, while I was trapped in traffic: my thoughts were galloping, into that unknown side of my own world. As usual, thinking and making up all...
Atomic Sauce Sometimes it’s atomic life with saucy moments, And sometimes saucy life with atomic elements. But, do i care, whether mine is wretched or bliss, All i love is solitary world,...
