Control the Delete! ;)

It’s a scary day. I have messed up work at office big time and now I am scared. Or on second thoughts, am I? I mean, I get this mixed feeling of “worry” and “what-the-fuck? Who cares”?
Sigh.. I really don’t know.
Though I can see tough times coming up.

Saw her yesterday. Looked so pretty. And then you know, that you can’t say it! :D
Not that it matters anymore!

She asked me to take off this blog. Do something about it. Frankly, this is more than, she has right to ask for.

Abandoned by the shore, for years,
left bobbing up and down in tears
living in a black hole of faith
with 10 fingers and eternal wait.
Learning to live by words and rhyme
stumbling against the tides of time
you have come again maybe for season or reason
yet nothing but to rehearse forgotten treason.
effacing past now you want to erase the lines
that kept me going, through all these times.
thats more than you can ask and I can give
to someone, I could’ve died for. But now I want to live.
life has done enough, to pile-up all this hate
like, only 10 fingers to count and eternal years to wait!

I am sorry, I won’t be able to delete this blog. Neither I would stop people from accessing it. It’s my only way out and I owe somethings to myself, no matter how selfish it may sound.

Am sorry.

Though I’ll make sure that you never stumble on this blog agaib. :D Yeah.. I could do that!

Take care, probably I’ll see you more in coming days, for a while. Maybe for bad maybe for worse! As no good will come out of it for sure.

BTW, You looked stunning yesterday! ;)