Coming Back To Life...

I haven’t been so happy and content in a long while. It’s one of those rare days, when I feel “happy - enough” to come here and let the “void” know.
Tears of joy and sound of pride was so prominent, that for one moment, I forgot how much I loathe myself, and fell in love with myself, all over again.
After such a long time I have come to realize that what I really want from my life. Just a happy small family. I have never seen my dad so happy in ages, and never seen my mom so serene for a long time.
We all are really happy for each other.
I feel like …. i don’t know… AWESOME!
Now I think, of all the obsessions that I have for people habbits and her, 80% are psychological. I need to just live with my parents. And I’ll do “just - fine”.
I’ll try to make sure, they have best time of their lives, staying with me.
We gonna “parteeee”. :-))

Thank you god.