Keep insanity inbounds...
Keep insanity inbounds!
I am yet another slave to my imagination. I can’t do it, because I think, I can’t. But truthfully, past few months have been enlightining. I have been doing new stuff. I have been really dreaming. I have been planning and I have been envisioning. I hope, not for a wasted dream! I hope I’ll work for it.
Three things that I need to inculcate yet:
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- Become a perfectionsit to my standards
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- Not give up and not loose focus.
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- Don’t give a damn! [Hardest***]
[Song in ears :: Another brick in the wall! - Korn version.]
arrgh.. Now all the anger surfacing up.
Yes.. It’s not working. Fucking nothing is working!! Everything is tumbling down.. Including me.
When you are putting the last piece on the card castle, be wary, because luck won’t be on your side. :|
All that I wish right now.. that I would be “really high” and music will go to it’s loudest.
There is something screaming inside. And it just wants to get out…
It’s just me screaming inside, and it’ll get out… but only if I would not “amputate” the emotion and volume behind it.
Focus..