Where did you go? Miss you so..

Song in Ears :: Fort Minor - Where did you go, I miss you so…

Came across this song sometime back on VH1. Made a mental note to download it sooner or later and listen to it. Almost forgot about it, since had no access. Anyway, it just got played in Cafe today and I made it a point to come home and download it. So I did! :)

Now, I am missing something. The only thing, that I ever loved; I have learned to hate it. For reasons whatever.
Am caught in a dilemma, as to who deserve this dedication? I don’t have anyone else to look upto. Everyone around, seems to be smitten and busy. Love bug is on loose. Met few friends today. Two are getting married. One is in serious relationship and is in line anyway. Others are gearing up. I am still far from the idea.

I am not asking for a person, to love me and shower all the care. Yet, just wish, had someone to look upto..too.
So that when I can I listen to this song again, I can relate it to someone..
It doesn’t feel nice to be trapped in time with nothing to look upto and nothing to do.

Since yesterday, I know there is so much inside me, that is just waiting to get out, but I guess, it’ll still take some time.

Was just thinking about visiting home on a big festival in october. Been so many years since I have celebrated it at home. Maybe 4-5 years. Have to go. And yet, now not much is left to it’s spirit. Atleast not the fun that we all use to have at one point of time.

It’s funny, how life passes you by, while you are busy building sand-castles. It’s not unitl, someone steps onto them, that you notice; how decades have flown by.

To whoever, who deserves this song today….
Where Did You Go -By- Fort Minor
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone.
Where’d you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone,
Please come back home…

Maybe to my elder brother, who left us all even before we had a chance to tell him how much we love him. Maybe if he was here today, things would have been better. Atleast she would listen to you, and I wouldn’t have to act “dad” while still being younger. And he wouldn’t have to act “younger” while still being dad.

I am losing it. Help. Please..
I hope you’ll come again. For me this time.