Regurgitating.....

[Song :: Where’s my mind - Pixies ::: Feel Insane!]
helpless and hapless, thats how life been. blood and revenge…. i shall have it. Maybe in my own diabolical ways.. but i shall have it anyway.

I don’t fucking know what you have to sow, to what you reap
but i know for sure, i’ll be the goth who will make them weep.
I don’t freaking care whether god is fair to all or few
but i know for sure, i am cynic who will settle his due
I don’t goddamn care, if they drop on knees to beg or plead
but i know for sure, i am the misanthrope who won’t pay any heed.
And i do not care whether i’ll make it while i am alive or dead
but i know for sure, i am the guillotine which will have them behead.

I read once… “The problem with pushing a man too far is, that he starts to push back after sometime” i have reached my “thin red line”.
i have dreamed of it… day and night…. 13 fuckin years.
I WILL work for it.
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BASTARDS! they think they can get away with it.