Forgotten Hopes....

Sometimes, life take you by the balls. It’ll make sure, that even last drop of determination is squeezed out of you. And finally, when it relieves you of it’s potent grip, you are just too dead to enjoy the euphoria of freedom and life.
Today there is so much churning inside my heart and head.. there is so much that I want to say. But sometimes, you have things to say, which can’t come even on a blog; where you are nothing but a pebble in an ocean. You never know, whose gonna read it.

I have waited for you, for 6 years. I’ll wait for another 60.
You can kill my chances. You can’t kill my hope!

Probably, that would suffice for now. I am listining this song right now, and it just makes me insane.
Moment of truth :: Yes! no matter how I said it, how many times i said it; I insanely love you. I would always do that. And I love those goosebumps on your neck. Drives me crazy. [You already know that don’t you?]

Song that can kill me one day:: Forgotten Hopes - Anathema

Hey you rotting in an alcoholic empty shell
Banging on the walls of your intoxicated mind
Do you ever wonder why you were left alone
As your heart grew colder and finally tourned to stone

Did I punish you for dreaming?
Did I break your heart and leave you crying?
Do you ever dream of escaping?
Don’t you ever dream of escaping…

Pathetic oblivion
Forgotten hopes buried in your soul’s lonely grave
Pathetic oblivion
Remember how you were before you locked your heart away

Did I punish you for dreaming?
Did I break your heart and leave you crying?
Do you ever dream of escaping?
Don’t you ever dream of escaping…