Just leave me alone!

X-Man :: <Sips Beer>… “I got lime and orange for you, couldn’t find raspberry flavor. They are in refrigirator. Drink, when you feel like”.
Me :: Hmm.. thanks. [Pretending to stare fixedly at my laptop and thinking about some ultra-optimized-yet-generic code segment] <“Why couldn’t he ask me, if I wanted to booze at all??”..Asshole.>
X-Man :: “So what about a movie this weekend?”
Me :: “Nah.. I got some work at office, and also, would like to stay back at home and work on something”.
X-Man :: “Oh..So what are we exactly trying to do here? Saving on money is it?”
Me :: <“Doesn’t sound like a bad idea.. does it??”> “Yeah!”
X-Man :: “And what else are we trying to save on?”
Me :: “All the useless expenses!”
X-Man :: “So of course liquor is out of question.”
Me :: “Yeah..” <still pretending to work hard with that lousy piece of code>
X-Man :: “Drive away trips out of city? Weekend freaking out? Pizzas? Movies? Late night party>”
Me :: “No, No, No, No and No. Thanks anyway.”
X-Man :: “And what are we trying to achieve by cutting down on lifestyle?”
Me :: <“Oh so that constitutes out ‘LIFESTYLE’.. intresting”> “mmmm….Actually, not ‘WE’, but just ‘Me’. You could still do what you want, just find another activity partner.”
X-Man :: “Oh.. so are we cutting down on daily expenses too? Like monthy groceries, food, milk…?”
Me :: “No.”
X-Man :: <saracstically> “No..No..We could do that too…”
Me :: <sick and tired of already conversation that is not req.> “Not requiered”
X-Man :: “There are no taking 2 steps back in life. Increasing expense does not mean, that you stop doing all “NECCESSARY” things! but you should get higher salary and stop raising expenses..” <and followed by a lecture how my expenses rose after I changed job last time, and how he ‘noticed’ all that…>
Me :: <“Fuck you..”> “I just don’t want to spend pointlessly. Most of my expenses are not ‘NECCESSARY’..Thats all”
X-Man :: “Oh! Probably you could change jobs…if you are so admant or tight with finance.”
Me :: <“arrrghhhh.. will you just let ME live my life”> “I don’t wanna do that, thats not what I want”
X-Man :: <blah..blah..blah…blah…>
Me :: <“Chuck it me.. focus on work”>

And then there have been hundred such moments like the one above. Being persuaded to live a “Better Lifestyle?” Ha! Probably my “true happiness” does not lie in “getting drunk” on weekends “eating expensive double crust pizzas”, “going for long drives to Beach cities”, “partying late night in expensive pubs”, “watching movies back to back right out from saturday morning till sunday night”…..
Probably, my expectations from my life are totally on a different level. Maybe, I just want to be “Something”. And maybe I feel that “weekends” are the best time to work on it. Maybe, I do like to freak out once in a while, and I want to keep it “once in a while”.

Maybe, I just want to be alone and maybe I done with “guidance and advices”.
Maybe you should have advised me when I truly needed it and asked you for it..
At that time, all you had to say was .. “Well.. It’s your life, you decide”
Apparantely you see money and your materialistic possesion above else and everything, including friendship that seems to have lasted for 6 years now..
Maybe I am just wrong once again in life. Maybe I figured that “persuasion” about change of flat is more on selfish basis, and so was the reasoning behind it.

I mean who in this “fucking” world, would try to persuade his room partner to change house, against all odds and limits of affordability, just because, he feels that what he is missing from his life is “One fucking balcony in house, where he can sit and smoke after work everyday.”

Grow up dude. Get a life.
I want to live alone now. I want quite, peace and not cold wars. My family is too good at giving me that! I don’t need you to join the club!

“Just FUCKING Leave me alone in peace.. everyone!”

I am hibernating, and right now I think, that I have attained the utmost levels of “Misanthropism”. Thanks to all who have put in their indisputable efforts towards this. I hate you all without “Prejudice”.

Life is sick, when you have people right by your side, who will do their best to make it worse for you.