Random Garbage of usual day

Song in my ears :: “Tequila Sunrise” by “Eagles”. And sure they are one of the best bands of all times. My fav. include Pink Floyd, U2 and lot more. Just usual bus journey to office.

I was thinking hard yesterday as to why do i end up messing my diary entry. Then i concluded, maybe i shud write simplest and that is what i would want to read years later. :-)

Hmm.. so he asked me to go down to her place in september. I am not sure, whether i should do that or not. I mean, i know i “might” be devastated emotionally. And sometimes it feels, that all the things you want to leave behind in your life, make a point to re visit you. I have never cared enough anymore, and yet sometimes it drains me out emotionally. Anyway, what needs to be done, should be done. I must go down and meet her, as i had promised long time back. And it’s always better to go with everyone, instead of going alone. Atleast, i can look forward to have some fun.

Apart from that, i have a feeling that it’s good that i have start writing again. This way i am letting myself out in emptiness and void, without feeling hesitant about it. Beacause i feel no body’s gonna trip on this place anyway. I am sure they would have forgotten by now, what was the title of my poem. :-)

I am happy. Am talking, am doing what i like and i am set out to put my life back on track.

I have a feeling nuu read the e-mail that i sent to chil. I mean, it’s really sad. And by mistake if she happens to confess the same, there is no way, i would forgive her second time. She is nice, sweet and she definitely went out of her way to make sure that my birthday was special; but that doesn’t cover up for this. I hardly have any other explanation as to why she’s so grumpy all this time, and why she hasn’t mailed me in 2 weeks!! thats really a long time, considring, she use to mail me almost everyday.

But i feel, it really doesn’t make any difference. I was never hung up on her. Plus, she needs to learn few things about life herself.

Everyone i know here is so kiddish. Not that i act my age; but still…duh!?
One more thing that i have decided to work on, is that i won’t be flipping comments about zombie. Probably i am the biggest hypocrat world will ever see. i mean… i hate hypocrisy and i am the one following it 24-7.
So i should learn to keep my mouth shut. And vent out here, more. :-)
i have also started a blog for the humorous things that i might have to say…will share its link with everyone.

I have a EJB session at 9:00 and before that i have to grab a grub. So i must speed up. My money wasn’t in account by eod yesterday, have to follow up on that. also need to courier for yo.

what else? I saw strange dream last night.. don’t even rem. but sure, saw some people from project and …usual pressure crap. Who remotely cares!!

And guess, what the song has changed to just now???? “A-Nothing” this is the aderaline pumping song. Instantly reminds me of that bike ride to coffee day!! It was awesome, with this song playing in ears.

Saw wonderfalls, for first time yesterday. I think i really like it. It’s sad that i’ll be missing most of my shows for almost a month, as yo’s parents will be in town. But that’s ok. I can concentrate on my programming and other things more.

For some unknown reason, i feel content setting. As usual, i miss chil. But i am just hoping that she is doing great and happy. God bless her.

Ok.. i guess, thats all for a usual day. We should keep a look out for happening life!! :-P

So long…