Honey Bee

There are two kinds of people: those who run from their past like their life depends on it, and those who cling to it like it’s all they have. I want to be the first kind. I’m clearly the second.

Today is the 11th of September. One of the most beautiful days of my life, and nothing I ever say or do will change that.

I found someone I genuinely love. I learned to love myself. I learned more about the world and about people.

Wherever I end up, I won’t regret this. I still remember the panic attack I gave you right before that flight took off. I don’t think we knew what we sounded like until that day. No? One of my favorite memories. (endearing kiss on the back of the palm)

Firebush (you know I always loved this name),

Sometimes I think about messaging you, just to check in. But I know my patterns by now, and they don’t help anyone. So I won’t, harsh as that sounds. I really do hope you’re well and taking care of yourself.

🪱 BB