Unfortunately, I am back...

Guess what?? I am back..
Yeah.. It’s been long and I know that!
Felt the need to be cathartic today! And, whats better than a blog of your own, that no one would read anyway. :)

Lot has happened and lots will. Probably, we should just accept the fast/slow strife of life. It’s a canopy caught in turbulent waters. Probably I am heading towards a waterfall, but lets hope, atleast it’s one helluva ride to fall!

[Yeah.. I know, My sense of humor and philosophy has degraded, nevertheless… just deal with it.. ]

Usually I would post whole songs or poem, but today will just put few lines, that are ringing crystal clear in my ears… from “Akon - I am Lonely”

Been all about the world, ain’t never met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you
‘Cuz aint nowhere in the globe I’d rather be, Ain’t no one in the globe I’d rather see
Than the girl of my dreams that made me feel so happy but now so lonely

Yeah..Yeah.. same old topic and same old obsession. What else.. :)
Though, it’s getting milder now. I’ve been really working on it. Things are better and pangs are not irrational and untimely.

Last 15 days have been very unusual. You know, how my trip to home works. Cleverly contrived smile stuck to face, that just hides the layers of depression behind. Whacky sense of humor to cover up the answers for the questions asked for lines on arms.
[Song in Ears :: In the End - Linkin Park :: feel Rebllious!]
Aaah.. The old feeling is back! Haven’t posted in a loooooooong time feeling like this. :)

Anyway.. forget all that…

It was great talking to you on phone “illusion”. Didn’t actually believe that I called you up and had a chat with you while waiting on local airport, while coins kept running out into dirty yellow phone box! Thanks..

I think.. whatever I have posted today is nothing but garbage.. I’ll try to make more sense next time onwards! [Though I am still wondering.. for whom?? ] haaa…

Cheers to fuck all life!