No more surprises!

Past is so vivid sometimes. It’ll chase you, it’ll knock you down and then sit on you ridiculing your luck!
I am not sure if I am obliged to do anything; but I guess it really doesn’t matter. Truth is I am not sure of anything. I have spent so much time thinking what is right and what is wrong. But I know I don’t want to find out anymore. I am, just what I am. So I’ll always be.

When I got the mail saying, “I am looking forward that you’ll land and surprise me!”, all I could say was “Sorry, no more surprises for you, anymore!” :)

I am not sure, If I can handle any more rejection. What you did to me, would be enough for lifetime. And yet, thanks for showing me the “either” side of life, people and love!
Few lines from song, by Goo goo Dolls (Dawson’s Creek)

They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you’re falling anyway
And you know I see right through you
‘cause the world gets in your way
What’s the point in all this screaming?
You’re not listening anyway.