The Dillusioned Cheese!

August 21, 2006

To Illusion and Me!
It’s about dedications! :)
Thats how we hitted it off! I dedicated a poem and next thing I knew that she was having an evil time with me!
It’s none other then “My Polar Bear”.
I have never had a chance to have one for pet; but better, I got one for friend. Evil to core.

We might not be the best of “chuddy buddies”. We might not be the “call-everyday-discuss-even-fart-smell-pals”. And we might not be the closest of all “dimwits”. But then we are still “Friends”.

Friends who have “beep induced” conversations over “coin phones” from airport. Who bitch about friends, they come out with to celebrate b’day! Who discuss hardcore porn and beat their odd against all, to send bulky files across the mammoth internet. Who plans a savagely plot to beat the crap out of thin guy. Who think, “audibles” on yahoo are pretty cool a thing to irritate and who think that some jokes are never too lame and old to pull off again and again. :)

I really don’t know what I could have done to pep her up; but I know I am on standby for her rescue! After all, am not the one, who’d leave her with eyes red, swollen and burning.

Life is a bitch! So fuckin what??? We are bigger bitches! :D

Hey illusion! am here babe!
I am not exactly a boyfriend material. But doesn;t mean I can’t dedicate stuff to you and you can’t dedicate stuff for me! If no one, then atleast we are there for each other! Arent we! :D

So here goes the mushy dedication to you… and “abso-fuckin-lutely only for you…”
Crash and Burn By Savage Garden
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It’s hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can’t take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I’ll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You’re not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
Your caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When Hopes n dreams are far away and
You feel like you can’t face the day

Because there has always been heartache and pain
and when it’s over you’ll breathe again
You’ll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it’s back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call
if you jump i’ll break you fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night

If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You’re not alone

If you ever feel alone, you know where to call! :) Chin up! I love you even if no one else does!
Tons and Tons of love and hugs!
Muwwah! :)

I hope this makes u feel lot better! :D So sweetheart now say “Cheeeeeeese”!!!!!!