So Whats My Story Today??

So what’s my story today?
Another circle of problems. You know, what’s wrong in having all problems in a circle? “No matter what you are looking away from, you are still looking ‘at’ something”. :)

I wrote whole lot of stuff, but deleted it. I don’t even know what I wanna blog.
There is so much to write, about how I hate my life once again. Because, I am on verge of losing my home. Because I am on verge of losing my sanity. Because I am on verge of losing of whatever little is left there for me and my family.
I am like a fretting fish in the net! I have been crying in and out. But at the same time I am savoring each moment of passing agony; because when I take my revenge; I’ll need it’s vividness, for those fretting fishes once again!

God, I plead you on my knees; for one last time; don’t take away our last bit from us. Please. This is all that we all have left!
And yet, even if you do; I promise on my soul, I’ll build it all over again from scratch; but, then all that would be missing, would be faith in u!

I mean it.
I choose sleep over words today! Because, I need to leave this world. And thats the only way, I willing to do it right now. :)

Ironical Song, that’s playing in my ears right now:-

Greenday - I hope you had the time of your life!

But then that’s not the song, that I am gonna play!!

My Song Of The Day Is : Gavin Rossdale - Adrenaline

You don’t feel the pain

Too much is not enough
Nobody said this stuff makes any sense
We’re hooked again

Point of no return
See how the buildings burn
Light up the night
Such pretty sight

Adrenaline keeps me in the game
Adrenaline you don’t even feel the pain
Wilder than your wildest dreams
When you’re going to extremes
It takes adrenaline
(You don’t feel the pain)

Sail through an empty night
It’s only you and I who understand
There is no plan

Get closer to the thrill
Only time will kill
What’s in your eyes
Is so alive

Adrenaline keeps me in the game
Adrenaline you don’t even feel the pain
Wilder than your wildest dreams
When you’re going to extremes
It takes adrenaline

Run through the speed of sound
Every thing slows you down
And all color that surrounds you
Are bleeding to the walls
All the things you really need
Just wait to find the speed
Then you will achieve
Escape velocity

Too much is not enough
Nobody gave it up
Im not the kind
To lay down and die

Adrenaline
keeps me in the game
Adrenaline
you don’t even feel the pain
Wilder than your wildest dreams
When you’re going to extremes
It takes adrenaline

Adrenaline
Screaming out your name
Adrenaline
you don’t even feel the pain
Wilder than your wildest dreams
When you’re going to extremes
It takes adrenaline

(Adrenaline)

You don’t even feel the pain
You don’t even feel the pain
I’m going to extremes
There is nothing in between
You don’t even feel the pain
You don’t even feel the pain
You don’t even feel the pain
You don’t even feel the pain

GO @TOM GO!!