Dedication to complete stranger!

Dedication to a stranger, who turns out be the only one, to hold you up continiously and selflessly; in desserted hour; when you should have counted on friends! :D
Illusion, here is a poem, dedicated only to you! :D Thanks.

Yearning for freedom, waiting to be free,
To let myself ooze, and to let myself see.
Eating amber glow of sun, from dusk to dawn,
I am a endless ocean, that spreads on and on.
Hiding whole world inside me, waiting to be unfold,
Crashing against the cliffs, so indurate and cold.
Have waited too long, in shackels of hope,
Just to discover,other, abondoned end of rope.
No string attached, now finally I am free,
To let myself out, and to let myself be.
Stay away agony, get lost in vain!
Cause I am that senile smile, that spawed from pain.