Online and Offline...

Extract from "Big Yellow Taxi - Counting Crows"
“…Don’t it always seem to go
That you don’t know what you got till it’s gone
They paved paradise and put up a parkin’ lot….”

Out of sudden bizarreness it struck me, she in real, is just a metaphor to her IM id, or probably vice versa. She just came online and before I could “ping” she was gone. Well, she is avoiding me, I know. I haven’t been replying as often as I use to. Well, truthfully for her own good. It’s always wise to kill the obsession before it becomes lethal and truns into madness.

I wouldn’t blame her. I have been cold to her, but only because, she mailed sometime back saying that, she is trying to get over it, and needs my help. I have given all the help she needs. Not because, I don’t care; but because I know how it feels to be hung up on someone who is probably more callous than you’d ever be.[I don’t mean to be sarcastic, in case she gets to read it :-D]

Anyway… we all have our own problems in life. Whole point of hovering around here for so long is to say that, I don’t want to be that messenger icon in someone’s life anymore, which glows but never smiles at you. Anyway, I hope I have not been too much of a disappointment; she is just a friend after all. And I have always wished good things for her. May god bless her.

People stagger, until they get used to the feeling. I am close to be termed as “addicted”.

Me and my insane “addictions”. Love ‘em! :-D